well, this is a late post but i've returned . after my absence for a few months i decided i'll return and just write for the hell of it visitors or not but i'll keep talking as if i have readers ;) but back to the main point, its about to be a new year . and within this past decade i've went through so many changes . i went from wearing fubu and jordans to vans and flannel . creepy huh ? i used to have cornrows and baggy jeans, now i have a curly jew fro with some skinnes . god, how times has pasted, my favorite shows ranged from rugrats to chappelle show to good times . i went from having exboyfriends to having ex girlfriends . i went from missing all my teeth to have a straight pair of dentures . i remember when i used to say and promise to the world i'd never try drinking or drugs , but as i type this with a lighter in my pocket and hungover eyes i couldn't promise the same . its crazy though, how as time passes so does your mind and what you believe in . in this decade alone i have experienced elementary school and the transition of highschool and let me tell you it isnt pretty but the outcome of it is amazing . i used to be tough and fake, i used to try to expose myself as someone tough not afraid "gangster" if you will, but one day i realized the real me is someone amazing, and i gotta show it no matter what . i went from listening to dipset to being at a qtip/chester french concert and listening to sonic youth as i fell asleep . its just so crazy this thing call life, i've become an gay activist, a bestfriend, an exgirlfriend, a heartbreaker, a poet, a child, a teenager, a musician, a comedian, a motherfigure, a crazy bitch, the talk of town, and maybe even a child of whatever higher being there is ... but the fact is if i could change this much in a decade, i imagine where i'd be at the end of my life ...
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