the angry blogger .

hello, today i am in a different mood then the usual blog entries i have. im angered, in a minor but long term way. what do you do when your anti-social, and then realize its just the people your around are actually whats making you anti-social. and another thing, since when did being the 8th grade mean having several piercings, send naked pictures, having sex, and knowing every sexual position possible ? and another thing since when did telling someone the name of a song turn in everyone knowing your one true prize posession of music ? huh ? sure im ranting but at the same time whoever is reading this can agree, all this seems like something to blame technology on but honestly whats going on, not just with me but the atmosphere on this society we call earth. i write these blog entries i dont know if someone reads them or not i could just be writing for no reason, or for the reason of hoping theres people reading this but im angry. since when did fun mean you had to cop, drink, party and go crazy ? whatever happened to just playing videogames and playing MASH and boardgames . i feel like its not even my fault im alone anymore, but that its the world's fault . YES I AM BLAMING and i dont care if i shouldnt cause i fucking am. since when if your being yourself it goes into two groups either cool or not. like fuck life. i dont even think i wanna have friends to be honest, theyre like fleas sometimes, and when it seems like your always paying or being the nice one and recieve nothing in return what the fuck pleasure does that bring . im upset, and i may make sense or not but seriously, when did having a relationship with someone meant wife or husband, nowadays if your with someone for a month is considered amazing, whatever happen to marriages that lasted for years, im only 16 but even i miss the good days, when everyone understand each other, wasnt coniving and at least tried to step on eggshells instead of jumping in and attacking people . this a rant, you can count on a lot more within this blog with the ways thing seems.


goodbye, i have to continue studying for midterms i'll do medicore in .