so this video is dope, along with the song . and yes i know it has the same drum situation as umbrella but ... ITS DOPE . you can't deny it . cudder does his thing, and dan black got his voice in sync with the "symphonies." love this video .
He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes Started making his way past 2 in the morning He hasn't been sober for days
Leaning now into the breeze Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees They had breakfast together But two eggs don't last Like the feeling of what he needs
Now this place seems familiar to him She pulled on his hand with a devilish grin She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs Left him dying to get in
Forgive me, I'm trying to find My calling, I'm calling at night I don't mean to be a bother, But have you seen this girl? She's been running through my dreams And it's driving me crazy, it seems I'm going to ask her to marry me
Even though she doesn't believe in love, He's determined to call her bluff Who could deny these butterflies? They're filling his gut
Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces He pleads though he tries But he's only denied Now he's dying to get inside
Forgive me, I'm trying to find My calling, I'm calling at night I don't mean to be a bother, But have you seen this girl? She's been running through my dreams And it's driving me crazy, it seems I'm going to ask her to marry me
The neighbors said she moved away Funny how it rained all day I didn't think much of it then But it's starting to all make sense Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds Are following me in my desperate endeavor To find my whoever, wherever she may be
[Juliet Simms:] I'm not coming back (forgive me) I've done something so terrible I'm terrified to speak (I'm not calling, I'm not calling) But you'd expect that from me I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt, now the rain is just (You're driving me crazy, I'm) Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind Keeping an eye on the world, From so many thousands of feet off the ground, I'm over you now I'm at home in the clouds, and towering over your head
[Alex Gaskarth:] Well I guess I'll go home now... I guess I'll go home now... I guess I'll go home now... I guess I'll go home
one of the best story songs i've ever heard . period .
so, i have no idea why but im blogging, and this is the third post, i cant sleep right now . i havent been sleeping how ive usually been sleeping, it seems my nights are bleek and even sleeping has become a job . im really nervous this year theres a lot at stake, and the fact that all i can dream about is music and writing and in class can't even focus sometimes because im writing lyrics is kinda scarying me . i have to go to college no if ands or buts, but what do i do ? how do you know, i love music and i love writing & dont get me wrong i want to live well and make money but its not the number one thing on my mind . its like late-night talk right now bloggers, and this conversation is between you and me . i orginally stayed up to fix the blog up and look at some kid cudi ish but i dont know what happen . to be honest i think i could go so far but i wont be able to go anywhere . i feel so trapped and uneasy all the time, im so quiet and shy, its nothing close to what people are used to when they see me, but all i can do is express that through words, through here . i need to find a way to live it or do it as my friend says, but can doing nothing count ? it sucks cause you know your an independent creature but you form dependent bonds with people or things thinking it will always workout, and i feel i dont know what i want to do, i depend my happiness on uncrucial important things which fuck with my sense of doing the important things that put me in a trap in this vicious circle . what i find funny is the things that bother me most are the things i hardly talk about sometimes, and half the time i get so deep and into thought that i dont even think anymore i've created an empty black space of nothing into an empty space of concetrated depression . my mind is on a tredmill but i can't stop it or rewind it & i could go on for hours but im going to try to sleep tonight . im going to try .
HAAAAAA . just thought i shared it with you . & i also thought we have a little celebration on the new blogs layout ! whooooooooop whooooooop . as you can see we still have the good ol' scott mescudi on top of the site as our logo & guardian protector . after reading back on a few of the post i've realized the blog has been a bit depressing and i truly apologize on that . so this post i've decided will be a list of things that make me happy, possibly even you as well, along with some great music . im excited about this postttt .
THE LIST - unicorns - public speaking - sunday mornings - kneeing a baby in the face and possibly in the back - getting a math problem - recieving a 97 on a midterm ;) - winning the presidence at mchs (future happiness) - booty tag - yo momma - drinking some green iced tea - salami swiss cheese mayo lettuce tomatos vingear sandwich - sunsets - sunrise - rain - board games - yo momma again - hanging w the homies - doing gang signs and gang dances though we could die - having the perfect random playlist - dancing in the mirror - maryjane - aerobics - reading a good old mind teaser - walking through east village - watching goodtimes - fist pumping - watching the hangover - going to ihop - not having to see people with spit bubbles on the side of their lips - partying it up at the right place at the right time with the right people - being alone in the house - deep breathing - taking yo momma for a joy ride ;) - & realizing that life is what you make it
i am young thing . writing about what i feel, see, and think . if i have people who like this blog all the better but if not then this can just be my personal release . i one day hope of becoming a journalist, but secretly wish to be a musician . i dont know what the world has in store for me, but hopefully this blog could have some insight on it all .
